Lux Lucis

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The questions that have no answer

“The most important question is not the one you can answer, but the one you dare not ask.”

The invisible wall

We are the only species on the planet that stops to look at the stars and asks: "Why?" Not "why do they shine" in the physical sense - that we know. Nuclear fusion, hydrogen turning into helium, energy radiating out into space. The physics is clear. But the bigger why. Why do they exist? Why do we exist to look at them? Why is there something rather than nothing?

These are questions children ask instinctively and adults learn to stop asking, not because they have found the answers, but because they have accepted not having them. Science has worked miracles. It has weighed atoms, photographed time, listened to the echo of the Big Bang, predicted where a planet will be a thousand years from now. But on three fundamental questions - the ones about our origins and our place in the cosmos - it stops. Not for lack of data, not for lack of genius, but for something subtler: an excess of assumptions.

Like someone searching for the center of the universe and never finding it, not because it is hidden, but because it does not exist. Like someone searching for the cause of gravity and never finding it, not because it is mysterious, but because gravity is the curvature itself, not something that causes it. Sometimes the problem is not in the answer. It is in the question.

Enigma one: how was life born?

Imagine walking into a library and finding, on a random shelf, a perfectly bound copy of the Complete Works of Shakespeare. Pages in order, flawless grammar, every play and sonnet in its place. Now imagine someone telling you: "It formed by itself. The letters of the alphabet were scattered on the floor, there was an earthquake, and they assembled themselves in this order." You would laugh. It is absurd.

And yet this is essentially what the theory of abiogenesis asks us to believe about the birth of DNA. DNA is not merely complex. It is a code. An instruction manual written in a four-letter language (A, T, C, G) that specifies how to build and run a living organism. Even the simplest living organism requires hundreds of working genes, thousands of proteins that must all work together in perfect synchrony. It is like a microscopic clock with millions of gears, every one of them essential.

The odds of assembling all this by pure chance? Embarrassing. So improbable that the entire universe would not be big enough to hold the number of attempts needed to hit the right combination, not even if every atom were a computer trying billions of combinations per second for billions of years. And yet life is here.

Scientists propose various solutions. Perhaps the first forms of life were simpler - self-copying molecules. Perhaps rock surfaces acted as catalysts. Perhaps underwater hot springs supplied the right energy. All interesting hypotheses, all plausible to some degree, but all, in the end, still speculative. No one has ever managed to create life in a laboratory from non-living components, not even remotely. Science describes the mechanism, but it does not touch the mystery.

Why did matter decide to replicate? Why should chaos have generated code? Why should indifferent atoms have organized themselves into information? We can explain how one molecule becomes two, but not why a molecule wants to become two.

Enigma two: why are we all related?

If you can trace your family tree far enough back - very, very far back - you arrive at a surprising point: every form of life on Earth descends from a single common ancestor. Biologists call it LUCA, the Last Universal Common Ancestor. Probably a simple single-celled organism that lived around 3.5 to 4 billion years ago. From that single cell emerged the entire extraordinary variety of life on Earth - every plant, every animal, every fungus, every bacterium. All related.

We know this because we all share the same basic genetic code. A, T, C, G. Four letters. A universal alphabet. Proteins fold according to the same rules, metabolism follows the same pathways, eyes, wherever they evolve, use the same optical principles. Science calls this "evolutionary convergence" and says: "Some solutions are so good that evolution finds them again and again." But that explains the form, not the substance.

Why not a thousand different genetic codes, all of them working? If the origin of life is a natural process that can happen whenever the chemical conditions are right, why did it happen only once? The primordial Earth was not a uniform environment; it was a dynamic chaos of oceans, tide pools, boiling springs, volcanic lakes - thousands of different "natural laboratories" where chemistry could have experimented. We would expect multiple, independent origins. Instead: one origin, one time, and then never again.

Some scientists suggest there may have been multiple origins, but one form of life was so superior that it quickly eliminated all the others. It is possible. But then why did the process "switch off" after that single time? Why don't we see new forms of life emerging continuously from prebiotic chemistry? The standard answer is that once life establishes itself, it "contaminates" the environment. Life closes the door behind it. But that seems convenient, too tidy. As if the universe had allowed one single opportunity and then said: "That's enough."

It is as if all life followed a common score. Not a local score, but a cosmic one. As if there were a pattern before the form.

Enigma three: where is everybody?

In 1950, the physicist Enrico Fermi was having lunch with some colleagues when the conversation turned to the possibility of extraterrestrial life. After a moment of silence, Fermi asked a simple question that has become famous: "Where is everybody?" It is a profound question disguised as a joke. Because really, where are they?

Our galaxy contains between 100 and 400 billion stars. Many of these stars have planets - the Kepler telescope showed us that planets are the norm, not the exception. The universe is old, very old. 13.8 billion years. There are hundreds of billions of galaxies, every galaxy has hundreds of billions of stars, many have planets, many planets are "habitable". The numbers are so vast that intelligent life should be inevitable.

Life on Earth emerged fairly quickly - within a few hundred million years of the surface cooling. This suggests that, when conditions are right, life emerges easily. Many stars in the galaxy are far older than our Sun; many planets have had billions of extra years to develop life and civilizations. Even under very cautious assumptions, there should be at least a few hundred, perhaps thousands, of technological civilizations out there.

And yet, when we switch on the radio telescopes and listen, what do we hear? Silence. Absolute, cosmic, deafening silence. Sixty years of SETI projects, billions of stars scanned, and nothing. Not a single anomalous signal that cannot be explained by natural processes. It is as if we were alone in an immense galaxy that should be teeming with life, as if we were the only ones who had woken up.

The proposed explanations are many: perhaps life is extremely rare, perhaps intelligence is rarer still, perhaps civilizations destroy themselves, perhaps they are already here but we cannot see them, perhaps we are the first, perhaps we are alone. Or - and this is the most unsettling possibility - perhaps there is a "Great Filter", an evolutionary obstacle almost impossible to overcome that eliminates nearly every civilization. All theories, all speculative. The truth is that we do not know.

The Fermi paradox remains one of the deepest mysteries of modern science. The universe should be full of life, yet it seems empty, or at least empty of recognizable intelligence. But all the explanations avoid the strangest possibility: perhaps we are looking for the wrong thing.

Three enigmas, one pattern

These three enigmas - the improbable origin of life, the uniqueness of the common ancestor and the great cosmic silence - look like separate problems studied by different disciplines. Biochemistry, evolutionary biology, astrophysics. But there is a common thread binding them. All three tell us that something in our understanding is incomplete. Something is missing.

Life seems too improbable to arise by chance, and yet it is here. It seems easy enough that it should have arisen many times, and yet it arose only once. It should be everywhere in the galaxy, and yet it seems to be nowhere. It is like looking at three puzzle pieces that do not fit together. You can force them, make ad hoc hypotheses, find separate explanations for each one, but the feeling remains that there is a missing piece. A bigger picture we are not seeing.

What if they were the same question seen from different angles? What if life were not an isolated event on Earth, but a response to something universal? What if the code were the same everywhere not through convergence, but through common origin? What if the cosmic silence existed because life is difficult - but not in the way we think?

Changing the question

When science runs into enigmas this persistent, it usually means there is an error in our basic assumptions. Not a small error in the details, but a fundamental error in how we frame the problem. Copernicus solved the complicated motion of the planets not by finding a more complex mathematical formula, but by changing perspective: the Earth is not at the center, the Sun is. Darwin found no new fossils; he reversed the direction: not separate creation, but common descent.

No scientific revolution was ever born from an answer. Each was born from a different question. Sometimes, to solve an impossible problem, you have to stop looking at it up close and take a step back. Change the question. See with new eyes.

The invitation

And sometimes the answers have been in front of our eyes all along - literally. This book is not a definitive answer. It is an invitation to look differently. To consider that perhaps life is not born, it is switched on. That perhaps the code does not evolve, it is received. That perhaps we are not alone, but we are rare. Not because the answers are certain, but because the old questions are not working.

What if we were literally children of the light? It is not fantasy. It is possibility. And possibilities, when looked at long enough, become visions. And visions, when shared, become research.

Welcome to this journey. The unanswered questions are about to dissolve, not because we have found the answer, but because we have changed the way we look.

Cover of Lux Lucis (Italian edition)

The journey continues in the book.

In chapter 2: a tree, an afternoon, a leaf with the sun shining through it. And the intuition everything else grows from.

The English edition is in preparation. Available now on Amazon in Italian and Spanish.